Until My Last Breath Şiiri - Zeynep Oruç

My heartbeat was beating through my body
My knees are weak most of the time,
My hands shake, my cheeks burn..
At first, i called all of these feeling are disease.
Then, when i put my head on your chest,
Everything became clear.
It was love...
I always thought this kind of peace couldn't be found in the world.
Your steps seemed to say, "I wouldn't even hurt the ground"..
But your entrance into my heart felt like an earthquake.
Was it the end of an era or the beginning?
Or should it have been both..
I always wished for an eternal, indispensable love
In this mortal world,
Everyone gives up on everyone else,
Everyone said, "leave these fairy tales behind"
Some tried to deceive me by assuming the same form as me
You came.
I thought it was passion, like others..
I tested you
Despite my heart's cries of "this isn't us."
I acted as if i had invented rudeness
You slowly seeped into my soul..
You worried if my hands stung when i tied barbed wire to you
You were someone who loved me just like in my dreams
I asked, "Am i dead and living my dream?"
Your warmth, your hold, your embrace reeked of reality
I hugged you.
Hugged you so tightly that over time,
Felt like i was hugging myself.
You were now a part of me...
For the first time, trusted someone about wouldn't leave
If i let go of those hands, let the seven worlds within me crumble.
Even though it sounds like a curse, it's my most beautiful blessing..
Love you until my last breath
My rising sun to my dark world...