I actually hoped for you

I'm working enough
I'm going fine
I'm doing alright
And I'm healthy

I'm travelling a lot
I'm singing a lot
Not for anyone except me
Because this is what I need to know

I won't smile because I succeeded a test
I won't frown because I failed a test
No matter what topic it's about
There's me, that can only learn from the past

I don't have to go through suffering
Just to solve 3 more tests
I just need my energy
And I know you're just draining it

In another parallel universe
I could look at you with that eyes again
But you didn't deserve me, fool
From now on you can only drool

Stopped holding the door to my heart
Your chance just got off
After the days you put me off
Because I deserved more than you did

I don't care what goes through your mind
If I'm not the one that makes you smile
Why should I worry about you
From now, I'm only mine

I'm good, handsome, gentle a bit
I'm a traveller, a poet that's bursting his flames
I'm a writer, a student and I won't live faster
Don't care what you do, cause my life my rules

I wished I learned about you
I dreamt of possibilities
It's easy to misunderstand
But, no one's fault just go on like you'd do

I can't wait anymore
There's lots of installments waiting
If there's any bad in your mind
Just say it, and go on