A second strike Şiiri - Baray Ural Şahin

I wasn't expecting something like this
If you asked me months before
I'm just seeing interesting things
But I wish I didn't see that one

The last one hurt me most
She gave me hope and got missing
She probably tried me and
She never had any intention to me

She just got curious if I really do
When she found out, she got lost
My smile for her is now disappeared
'Cause she gave me hope and left behind

I love catastrophism but
I was poor enough to believe
That she may hide, she may feel
She just tried and got afraid

I don't care seeing her anymore
If she really desires me
Doors are open but first she gotta shake
Or the only door left would be friendship

But I don't fight it anymore
She just punched and went back
I don't care what you do anymore
I'm a manipulation survivor for the second time